Thursday, August 27, 2009
its been awhile
It has been almost 3 weeks from the day Shengyao had passed away.
Everyone of us are trying to lead back to our normal life. But whenever I thought of him, somehow.. it still pains me in my heart. I still couldn't believe it deep in my heart. I refused to read on those newspaper articles that was published last week about the incident. I want to forget it, but it still float in my mind.
Today, is our FYP team meeting in vivian's house. Sheryl was late for meeting and it was raining heavily outside. She told me she is riding her friend's car to come. But it worries me even more. Raining, didn't pick up call, in a car. Negative thoughts came to me. I became paranoid out of sudden, I just keep on trying to reach her out. Until finally, She replied her sms to Vinson. I had finally make a peace in my mind.
Maybe I am over paranoid over losing friends. I hope this won't come anymore....
Shengyao, he is always a boy gaves me advice and hope, even he is gone, he never fail to give me one too. Always treasure people around you and lead your life well.
